I’m Excited About This

I’m so excited because I’ve figured out who I am going to serve in my life coaching practice: recent college grads, young women who are trying to navigate that incredibly challenging period between college and the rest of their lives. That phase when many are wondering what to do next and wondering why in the world they picked the career they did.

Everyone I talk to who has graduated within the last several years says the same thing: this time of our lives is confusing, scary, and overwhelming.

When you really think about it, this transition from college to the rest of our lives is one of the biggest transitions of our lives that often doesn’t get the attention it deserves. When we graduate from high school we have a huge party and it’s such a celebratory and exciting time. We also have so much support as we transition into college: academic advisors, R.A.’s, orientation weekends and the built-in social support network of friends that dorm life provides.

But post-college? All too often we feel we are completely on our own, like we are let loose into the world with little preparation for what comes next. We go from the safe and predictable structure that school provides, which has shaped our lives for at least the last 18 years, into a wide-open sea of possibilities…and quite frankly that prospect can be incredibly daunting and scary.

It definitely was for me. My final months of college consisted of a grueling semester of student teaching, and it took all I had to just get through that. When graduation did arrive, I felt so unprepared and freaked out that I jumped at the first opportunity that presented itself: a paid plane ticket to Chile, courtesy of my long-distance Chilean boyfriend. This might sound great, yet deep down I knew Chile wasn’t where I wanted to live. But because I didn’t know what I wanted to do next, the prospect of having some kind of plan was all too alluring, so I packed my bags and headed off to South America, where I ended up living for the next year.

I still remember this year as being one of the difficult years of my life. I was living thousands of miles away from my friends and family, I had no idea how to navigate my cross-cultural relationship, and I still didn’t know what I wanted out of my career. At times I remember feeling like my world had been flipped upside down, like I had no way of knowing where to place my next step, or what was coming next.

I really could have used someone to talk to at this point in my life. Someone who had been through it, who could give me a new perspective on what I was going through and reassure me that it was completely normal. Someone who could help me figure out my next steps and how to create a life that felt exciting and fulfilling.

Now I’m ready to be that supportive person for people going through this challenging period. I am so passionate about teaching through my own experiences and utilizing my life coach training to support young women as they transition into their adult lives. I want to help them figure out what it is they really want to do with their precious time on this planet. Too many amazing, talented young women are wandering around feeling lost and unsure of themselves, and I want to help to change that.

If you are interested in learning more about coaching with me or know someone who might be interested, check out my coaching page here. You can also send me an email at syversam@gmail.com and we can set up a free coaching session together.

When I Stopped Singing

A year ago, my dad went through the lengthy process of transferring our home videos from VHS tapes to DVDs. I was living at home at the time, and found myself captivated by the seemingly endless stream of videos of me and my sisters playing dress-up, performing plays, and showing off our pet rabbits. At one point, I appeared on the screen as my cute 6-year old self, earnestly singing, “Part of Your World,” from The Little Mermaid. People who knew me as a child knew I was obsessed with this song, as I would sing it for anyone who would listen. I was actually pretty good, too!

Yet…I felt really uncomfortable watching my younger self express herself in such a confident and heartfelt way.  It felt almost painful to watch. At first it seemed like a strange reaction to have, until I dug a little deeper. I realized that just a few years after the video was taken, I stopped singing for other people. I became incredibly self-conscious, and simply decided it was safer to hide than to risk other people judging me, or even giving me too much positive attention. I dimmed my own inner light, because I felt it was safer to blend in.

And now, at 28 years old, I am slowly peeling off the layers of protection I thought I had to wear for so long, unraveling years of hiding my true self and my brilliance, and regaining the courage to simply be myself.

Even if that means I stand out from the crowd.

Even if it makes me feel vulnerable.

Even if it’s scary.

Because I know that I don’t want to live a life where I live in fear of being who I am meant to be. I don’t want to hold back the gifts and talents that I long to give, and get to the end of my life full of regrets and wondering what in the world I was so afraid of.

None of us came here to fit into a mold, or to learn how to be more like someone else. We came here to simply be ourselves. Each of us has this amazingly unique combination of gifts, skills and experiences that no one else on earth possesses. It is truly a disservice to everyone when we hold back from expressing our authentic selves and sharing these gifts…because no one else could ever do it like we can.

So often we’re afraid that we won’t be accepted or loved when we show our true, weirdly wonderful selves to the world. But the paradox is, those who are courageous enough to show the world their true selves are the people that we admire most. A good example of this are singers like Katy Perry and Lady Gaga, who are fearlessly their true, wacky selves…think meat dresses and giant cat costumes. Yet these women have some of the most loyal and devoted fans in the world. There is a part of us that resonates so deeply with people when they are being authentic. The light within us, no matter how much we have dimmed it, will recognize and be moved by the light shining from others.

I invite you to look at your own life and ask yourself, where you are holding back your brilliance, dimming your own beautiful light? How can you begin living more fully as yourself? Trust me, we will all benefit when you do.

What Almost Got the Best of Me

April was such a chaotic, emotional month for me. Did you feel it too? According to astrologers, April was a  month of emotional turbulence, intensity, and transformation because of eclipses and an astrological occurrence called the cardinal cross. While I don’t fully understand the explanations behind these occurrences, I totally believe in it!

You see, March had been a great month of feeling in the flow, working diligently towards my goals, and feeling pretty good about my life in general. Then, without warning, I suddenly found myself in a full-blown confidence crash. I entered into self-doubt land, a place where I believed my fears and inner-critics and all the lies they tell me about how I’m not good enough and how my dreams are crazy. (Yuck, right?)

I hung out in self-doubt land for awhile. While there, I like to eat lots of chocolate and watch Game of Thrones, take plenty of naps, and wallow around feeling confused and hopeless.

But then I got really sick and tired of feeling so low. I was tired of giving more power to my fears than my faith. Enough was enough. Like my sister wisely told me, you’ve got to just invite your fears along for the ride, because they are going to be there anyway. I like to imagine my fears as these annoying little green gremlins who are almost cute in the things they are so scared of. When they start their little rants, instead of believing everything they say, I just imagine patting them on the head and saying, “Oh, that’s so sweet that you think that, I know you’re just trying to protect me. But I’ve got this.”

It is so incredibly important to remember that fear comes up when we are going out of our comfort zone and trying new things. There is a primal part of our brains that’s job is to protect us from the unknown, so it actually tries to stop us from taking the steps we really need to take to change our lives for the better. When big fears come up it’s actually a great indicator that we are growing and evolving. It’s just important to remember that we don’t need to buy into our fears and act as if they are our truth.

The truth is, there is a deeper, wiser and older part of us that KNOWS what we are capable of, knows how amazing and full of potential we are. My intention is to listen to this part of me from now on. And when my fears do come up, I’ll remember that they are just funny little gremlins trying to protect me.

How about you, have you been giving too much power to your fears? Has April been a challenging month for you? I’d love to hear about it below!


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Goodbye to Feeling Overwhelmed!

Jumbled thoughts. Confusion. Inaction. Overwhelm.

This is often where I have found myself these past few months.

I’m trying to balance what feels like a million things in my life: working multiple jobs, applying for new ones, completing work for my life coach course, coaching my first clients (woo-hoo!), along with exercising, eating healthy meals and having a social life….and let’s not forget sleeping! It’s a lot. Sometimes I just feel overwhelmed and get stuck in inaction because I don’t know where to place my focus with so many things calling for my attention. But over the last few weeks, I heard this advice from THREE different sources I trust, and I knew I had to listen:


Sounds simple, right? Well I can tell you, it has made a HUGE difference in my life.

Here’s how I do it. Each morning I go within, think about the day ahead, and identify the top three things that I want to get done that day. I write these goals on post-it notes which I place in my planner and on my bulletin board above my desk. Then, anytime during the day when I feel overwhelmed or unsure of what to do with any extra time I have, I refer back to this list and immediately become clear on what I want to be doing. And I do it!

Taking action towards what we really want to create in our life feels SOOO good. And keeping it simple by having just 3 goals per day makes life seem easier; no one likes dealing with a to-do list that’s a mile long. And let’s face it, crossing an item off your to-do list is ridiculously satisfying!

If you would like extra support in reaching your dreams and goals, I’m now offering my services as a life coach! Check it out here and send me an email at syversam@gmail.com if you are interested in a free sample session.

No, I’m Not Looking for a Teaching Job

“So, are you looking for a teaching job?”

I get asked this question every single day that I work as a substitute teacher. And it makes me feel super uncomfortable.

Why? Well, it’s not because I feel like people are being too nosy. I get it, I am also endlessly fascinated with what other people are doing with their lives.

The reason this question makes me squirm is because I become insecure and self-conscious when I’m surrounded by people who are on the teaching path I used to think was perfect for me. What will they think of me? How could they understand that I worked so hard to become a teacher but that it’s not what I want to do?

When I was first asked this question, I avoided answering it directly, mumbling something about how I enjoyed working in different schools and grade levels every day. Now I’m at the point where I feel confident enough to tell people that teaching isn’t what I want to do. I’m still working on telling them what I DO want to do. Sometimes I’ll say something like, “I’m still figuring that out,” but that’s not true. I know exactly what I want to do.

The truth is, if I felt truly confident about the path I’m taking to be a self-employed life coach and writer, I would have no problem telling people about it. My hesitation shows me that I still have some inner work to do around fully accepting myself and my dreams. I also know that the more I tell people, the easier it gets. It takes courage for me to tell people who I fear will judge me, or won’t understand. But by not telling people, I might be missing valuable connections, unforeseen opportunities, or even potential clients! I’ve heard that if we have a dream, we need to start telling people about it. I’m working on it :).

“As we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.” –Marianne Williamson

The Power of Stories

I was amazed. In all my months of teaching my eighth grade Spanish class, they were ANYTHING but good listeners: they were rowdy, defiant, and loud. It was understandable, I had them the period before lunch and they had already sat through four hours of class. The students were 13 and 14 years old, hormones were raging and learning Spanish was not their top priority. A day didn’t go by without interruptions by the class clowns, and it was difficult for me to get through a lesson without many distractions.

And then there was a day where I decided to throw my lesson plan in the trash, and tell some stories instead.

It was the best day of class I had the entire year.

The students sat in rapt attention, soaking up every detail of how my ex-boyfriend and I got lost for a night in the Peruvian Andes and broke into an abandoned shack to sleep for the night while our  guide roamed the mountain searching for us, worried that we had fallen off a cliff to our deaths. I even shared with them the reason we got lost: our guide drank way too much chicha (a very potent Peruvian liquor)  and passed out on a bench in the middle of our trek. We decided not to waste the day and instead explored the gorgeous but isolated Incan ruins of Choquequirao on our own. When the sun suddenly set at 6:00 and the temperature dropped about 30 degrees, we found ourselves without food, warm clothes, or a guide.

As you can see it’s a pretty intriguing story! Maybe I shouldn’t be surprised that my normally unruly students were so enraptured that day. It was just such an amazing feeling to have the entire class focused and ENGAGED. And I am guessing that this little story might be the only thing some of these students remember from their year of  Spanish.

I thought of this story because the other day I found myself subbing for a class of adorable little second graders. They were a talkative, fidgety bunch until I spontaneously decided to share with them my story of raising over 100 bunnies when I was a young girl. Just as had happened with my 8th graders, they became completely captivated by my story. Not a single student interrupted or even fidgeted. They had tons of questions and comments for me after I was done, and it was the most connected to them I felt the entire day.

We are naturally drawn to stories and have been since the beginning of time, whether gathered around a fire or huddled in a cabin. They connect us to one another in such a beautiful and ancient way, and we all long to hear them. Why? I think it’s because we see ourselves reflected in the triumphs, heartbreaks, adventures and challenges of others. Through stories we realize that we are not alone on this journey.

Each one of us has a unique story, and it can take courage to tell it. Do you feel called to tell your story in a bigger way? Maybe it’s through blogging, art, teaching, or speaking…there are countless ways to share your experiences, and only you know what’s right for you. What I do know is that your story is powerful, and it matters that you tell it!

Feeling Down? Try This!

This past few days I have felt like I’m on an emotional rollercoaster.

I declared last weekend to be my official job search weekend, but I got no further than putting up a new picture on LinkedIn. Seriously. I found myself mostly just going from website to website feeling overwhelmed and confused about what direction to take…do I find another nanny job? Do I market myself as an editor? Do I work as a Spanish tutor? Or do I wait until I feel more inspired to take a certain direction?

And then the money fears came up. I started thinking about how I don’t have as much money as I would like and how I have a looming tax bill coming up, and then on top of that I wasn’t able to sub as much as I planned this week due to yet another cold day. So the downward emotional spiral continued.

Then, after spending most of yesterday on my couch wallowing in self-pity, I made the decision that today would be different. True, I couldn’t work today and wouldn’t make the money I had planned on making. Yes, my financial and job situation aren’t exactly where I want them to be.

But this can only affect me if I allow it to. We have the power to feel the way we want to, no matter what our circumstances. And the great thing is, once we feel good, no matter what the situation, we are more likely to attract into our lives the things that we really want! Which is why it is so important that we figure out for ourselves what gets us back in a more positive place. What works one day might not work another day, so it takes some experimenting. Lately what has worked for me is taking walks in nature (when it isn’t below zero of course) and dancing around my apartment to Shakira music ( it’s pretty hard to feel down when dancing!) Watching Glee has also helped, probably because I love musicals.

And then today, because I set the powerful intention to feel good, I had an amazing, in-the-flow day. I felt more inspired to take action. I connected more with friends, and I appreciated that I had an entire day off to work towards my writing and coaching goals. It was such a relief to feel this way after a few days of being in a funk.

What about you, are you allowing your circumstances to dictate how you feel? What kinds of things can you do to uplift yourself when you are feeling down? I invite you to join me in doing whatever you can to feel better NOW. From that place of feeling good, more and more amazing things will come into your life. And what is more important than feeling good?

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When Things Don’t Go As Planned

When I look over the past few years of my life, I notice a pattern of things not going as planned:

I became a Spanish teacher but decided I couldn’t see myself in the classroom day after day and year after year, so I quit.

I thought I had found “the one” but I decided to finally listen to what my intuition knew all along and ended the three-year relationship.

I decided to become a serious backpacker but realized that the nomadic lifestyle was draining me.

And recently I became really excited about a work opportunity that seemed to be exactly what I was looking for, until it became apparent that the job wasn’t as great as I originally thought. I ended up quitting the project less than two months in.

Ok, so reading the list above could be a little depressing. But not with the perspective I now have! You see, I have come to view what some may see as “setbacks” as incredibly valuable learning opportunities. Through these experiences I’ve become really clear on what I DON’T want, and therefore crystal-clear on what I DO want:

I want a relationship in which I feel really seen. I want us both to be really clear on who we are and what we want. I want someone who is confident, open-minded and committed to living his best life.

I want to create a beautiful home for myself and have a place to come back to after I travel.

I want to work for myself and create a business in which I am coaching, writing, and teaching, sharing my experiences with the intention of uplifting others. I want a career that absolutely lights me up. One that is flexible, one in which I am doing something different every day and making a real difference in people’s lives.

Now, doesn’t that sound better?

It is so important that we look at our challenging experiences with gratitude because they have so much to teach us if we let them! Instead of constantly focusing on what’s wrong in our lives, let’s use setbacks and disappointments to get clear on what we DO want and then take inspired action to get there!

I’d love to hear from you, what have you learned from your tough times? Can see your struggles as gifts that illuminate what you truly desire?

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The Power of Clearing Space

Last summer when I was obsessed with feng shui (and drove my family crazy with all my new ideas), I learned that how we design and arrange our outer living spaces will directly affect our inner experience. For example, when we are in a cluttered, unorganized space we are likely to feel more anxious and overwhelmed than we are in a space that is organized and has peaceful artwork on the walls. It seems obvious, right? Yet sometimes we might not realize that our living spaces are negatively affecting us.

For awhile I had photographs displayed from a wedding I went to when I was 25 and in the middle of my quarter-life crisis, just days after I broke off my engagement…not exactly a high point in my life. Every time I looked at these pictures of me I was reminded of how much pain I was in and how I felt I was wearing a mask to hide how terrible I really felt. Once I realized this, I took them down and now only display pictures that evoke positive emotions within me. It is so important that we surround ourselves with what we want in our lives, and since I want to experience more happiness and abundance, I am working on surrounding myself with things that uplift me.

It also works the opposite way: our inner experience affects our outer experience. For example, when I am feeling overwhelmed, the state of my apartment usually mirrors that in the unorganized papers on my desk or the piles of dirty dishes in the sink. However, when I am feeling more clarity in my life my apartment tends to be more organized and easy to manage.

So it really works both ways! Our inner experience affects our outer environment, but we can also improve our inner experience by being mindful of how we arrange and maintain our homes. It is also important that we don’t fill every inch of space we have because then there is no room for the new to enter.

A few days before Christmas year, I felt this sudden, obsessive urge to clear my space. I organized a messy closet and combed through my entire apartment to see what I could get rid of. I didn’t really understand this compulsion, but I went with it! After filling a plastic bin and several shopping bags, I felt so much lighter, relieved somehow. I don’t think it is any coincidence that this urge to clear my space hit me right before the new year, a natural time for us to clear out the old and welcome in the new. When we create physical space we are also creating energetic space for new things to enter our lives, whether that means new relationships, jobs, opportunities or possessions. I once read a recommendation that we keep one shelf in our home completely empty, which sounds kind of strange, but I now have a bare shelf in my bedroom closet and it feels good! It is symbolic of all that I want to create in my life in 2014 that hasn’t yet arrived.

Does anyone else have this urge to get rid of things, to re-organize? If you feel inspired, go for it! I can promise you will feel lighter and renewed after doing so. I would also recommend looking around your home and noticing how the things you surround yourself with actually make you feel, and if they don’t make you feel good, do something about it! I’d love to hear how it goes.

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We All Go Through It!

I really like this time of year, these days at the end of December when we pause, take a look back on the year and honor all that has happened and changed in our lives in 2013. For me, 2013 often felt like a chaotic whirlwind, like I just couldn’t quite see where I was going. Yet it was also a year in which I focused on honoring my authentic self and speaking my truth, and a lot of really amazing things have come from that. It has been such a significant year for me.

I don’t think my year would have been quite the same if I hadn’t started it out by reading an amazing book called Finding Your Own North Star by Martha Beck. I would highly recommend this book to anyone going through a confusing, chaotic or difficult period in their lives. I read it last winter while backpacking through Southeast Asia, and it helped me get really clear on how I had veered from my North Star (or my true path) and how to get back on track to a life I loved. Martha Beck explains that each of us go through predictable change cycles in our life. These change cycles have four stages, and when we can recognize which phase we are in we can gain so much relief and clarity.

A year ago I found myself in the first stage of the change cycle, “death and rebirth.” Death doesn’t necessarily mean physical death, it can mean the death of an identity, career, or relationship. Basically it’s any event that propels us into a major life transition. Within a year and a half I had ended a relationship and let go of my identity as a teacher, and I now found myself dealing with a new loss as I realized that the “serious backpacker” identity that I had hoped would fit me simply did not. This was not easy for me to face, because I had left a lot behind: my family, friends, apartment and most of my savings to travel across the world and do what I thought would bring me happiness…but it just wasn’t who I really was. I felt very lost, sad, and confused, wondering how had I veered so off course.

Yet what I was experiencing was so normal, because anytime we are faced with the loss of something we are going to have these emotions come up! It is better to welcome our feelings, mourn the disintegration of our old lives, and then release it all so that we can pave the way for a life that is so much better than the one we left behind.

After coming to terms that the backpacker life wasn’t for me, it became really clear to me that what I DID want was to have a career in personal growth because that is what I was SO incredibly passionate about. What I was really longing to do was read books and blogs about authenticity, purpose, relationships, emotions, meditation, and so on. I frequented internet cafes to read inspirational blogs and listen to online seminars about becoming a life coach rather than researching travel blogs and hostels.  That wasn’t what lit me up, and I knew it. But more importantly, I had discovered what DID light me up…which led me to the next stage of the change cycle.

Phase 2 is the dreaming and scheming phase, and I think 2013 was definitely my dreaming year. I have gotten pretty clear on what I want in my life and can easily envision having this amazing career as an entrepreneur/life coach/author/blogger/group facilitator/anything else I discover that I love to do. I really like this phase because it is all about allowing ourselves to dream big without holding anything back, knowing that anything is possible as long as we believe it is. The problem is, many people can get stuck in this phase, and I am definitely one of those people! I have no problem with the big vision but when it comes to actually taking action, I often feel overwhelmed and don’t do anything at all. Yet this is what phase 3, “The Hero’s Saga,” is all about, taking our grand visions and dreams and breaking them down into small action steps (and not giving up, even when we feel discouraged!). To give myself some credit, I did take some really important action steps towards my dreams in 2013. I started to share my thoughts on this blog, I enrolled in a life coach training program, and I facilitated a 20-something women’s group at my apartment. That’s a pretty big deal and I think it is so important for all of us to remember to celebrate these beautiful things we create in our lives. But I can see that 2014 is going to be my year for taking more inspired action towards my goals and not getting stuck in dreamland where I so often find myself!

Finally we have stage 4, “The Promised Land,” which I haven’t reached yet in my current change cycle, but I look forward to it!  This stage is all about arriving to our unique promised land where our dreams come true before our very eyes. It’s about making small adjustments here and there and enjoying the new lives we have created for ourselves.

Can you place yourself on the change cycle? When I first read about it I felt so relieved and  grateful that what I was going through was a completely normal part of life. Even when we go through a really difficult and chaotic change, we can now recognize the doorway that will soon open to a beautiful new beginning and a life more amazing than we ever dared to imagine.